Angelo Dilulo: going through developmental stages as identity deconstructs
It's kind of going through developmental stages, at least in the emotional body and we realize that we never fully matured in any of these levels; we partially matured and partially built coping mechanisms layer after layer - from not so ideal coping mechanisms others taught us. When we awaken these get distroyed...so many of us come in contact with hugely uncomfortable and raw material, some sensations even go back to an experience that is so fundamental to being a being in this world. When you go back through these core layers you wil experience existential terror. It's hard to talk about it but it is the fabric of what made you you at all and you see where identity got formed in all these layers as it deconstructs. I want to tell you it is ok and totally normal to go through it and feel it all - not as an adult but as this early stage developping being... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0SIyuyGMBkY * * * * * * Es ist wie durch Entwicklungsstadien durchzugehen, zumindes...
